I’ve been overwhelmed this year everything is so bizarre. It feels like up is down, I'm limited by the tastes of this website a bit I’m not looking to wade into political territory but I think everyone would agree that these are bizarre times where things are moving changing too quickly, and its difficult to tell if it’ll all ultimately turn out for the better, or is this the dark time that precedes our collective destruction? People are really intense in the day to day everything is being felt on an emotional level. Logic is interrupted by the need to survive, to keep up and change to our times. This was why I left music for the last little while Newgrounds I wasn’t able to do it, I didn’t want to enter my baby audio file into this uncertain world. Enter my friends who reached out to me, and took me out for dinner, and we talked and we didn’t censor how we felt, and we all bonded over our love of music production and media and comedy. This bonding shook off the doubt and the fear, and the fog its not good to let these anxieties fester, I think the key is to find some people you vibe with and put words to the feelings and get these feeling out of you. After that I felt a lot better and immediately began work on this track. I am thankful to have such good friends that say how they feel, and what they think, and that show me the strength to do the same. My Chaotic Underground
I'm back to making the music.